Winterville - Last Legs lyrics

I can't seem to work this out
Smell my fear taste my doubt
I can't help but count my blessings wrong
Should be drunk off life you said
But I'm so sober I'm off my head
It's taking me down, taking me down

Going nowhere
It's gonna need some time
Going nowhere
Therefore

I feel I'm burning out too fast
Feel like these legs are my last
So lucid so carefree
Maybe one of these days I will be

Maybe the other side
Could lift me up could fix my pride
Some try but no one knows for sure
For love I'll build my world around
But if its too good I've gotta knock it down
How many more, how many more