I saw my mother so I asked her, 
"What's the end for your fuckin' bastard?" 
I lost it long ago and that's what I am. 
No happy ever after. 
I'm gonna hang from a fuckin' rafter and swing to the beat of my cold dead heart. Oh yea. 
What became of your only daughter? 
What became of all your sons? 
You let them leave without a reason. 
And now you're left with nothing but the same of an empty home. 
The tree of love is out season. 
I saw my brother so I asked him, 
"Do you think about the past and does it keep you up at night like you're all alone?" 
He said, "Man, I shed some tears and all I got was wasted years so fuck the world and all the bullshit that's in it." 
I try not think about it cause it only brings me down but on a day like this it's the only thing on my mind. 
I don't want sympathy. 
I don't you to agree. 
I justs wanna smash the system that fucked it up for me