Thankful and unhated
Graceful, antiquated
I could be tactful and elated
But I work towards the contrary
And you see, this shouldn't hurt me
Shouldn't do more than amuse
But it don't surprise me
And you don't have to go and get married
In an attempt to seem happy
Because you feel adult
And it's the right step to take
And I claim no innocence from this mess
I'd have had you if I were deciding (over this)
What would have became of us if we were an us
I pine over the one not ready for picking
And I'm left with an empty cubboard, and chest
One day I will reap the goods which I have harvested
But until then I am starving...
I hunger for a lust that I've created
Someday I will wake with a woman or man
Beside me and I'll be so happy
And rise from a dream I'd forgot included me
And you don't have to go and get married
Before you have sex with me
It's not as simple as I make it out to be
And I look forward to sleeping with almost anybody
I'd been so wounded by those that I've loved
I've given up on intimacy
Welcome to the attention starved loneliness
Welcome to the attention starved loneliness
Welcome to the attention starved loneliness
Welcome to the attention starved loneliness
Loneliness
Loneliness
Loneliness
Loneliness
And you don't have to go and get married
Why don't you fucking want me?
Don't I make you so hungry?
Do you want a man to control over what you see?
One to tell you how to breathe
When to come and when to leave?
Aren't you tired of debauchry?
Aren't you tired of the same old leak?
Why don't you long for me, the one that is going to set you free?