eternal vacations
subway stations that i left you in life is changing, life is moving
and i’m sorry if it didn’t work out like you thought
it was a sunset on a beach
it was a night i couldn’t sleep
it was all that we said
when you stretched me out in the dark on your death bed
and your hair was longer than the coast back then
and i didn’t know anything
and i’m sorry if i was always reaching to feel significant
now i’m just a bird that’s lost in the woods
circle and descend when i see something good
i hope it’s not a spiral
cause you’re like a dream that i always see on every horizon
diamonds spit out of a mouth
they’re flashing in this town
and i’m sorry if i can’t help but love you.