A Wake in Providence - Euthanasia текст песни

i’ve walked through the valley of the shadow of death
filled with defeat
and
filled with regret
surrendered to the only memory that i have left
these secrets i hide release these demons inside
and you dont know what its like to live until everything you loved died
rotting from the inside out
torn apart by the thought of myself being without this feeling of a regret so deep that the only escape i see is eternal sleep
i just keep trying to hide what i’ve been feeling inside
i just keep trying to hide what i’ve been feeling inside
begging
i’ve been begging
for my life
take me away
put me to sleep
theres noone left to save me take me away
put me to sleep
i’ve been dreaming