an eyeful of calamity
a nap in anesthetic sleep
despite sorrow and hope
can’t tell was this the right way to go oh no! was it my fault?
how could I’ve known
that this would be my last resort
narcotic drug starts to work
I’m starting to feel like about to lurk
my brain gets lame, I don’t know why
is this the moment I’m gonna die?
salvation must be straight from heaven
shall all my sins be forgiven?
I lay down and let it happen
conscious coma — mind distressed
awakening — I need a rest
another needle — another twinge
pulse is thumping — huge syringe
each move a sting — the feeling numb
heat arises — pain is strong
blurry pictures — silent hum
reveries — my time has come
(solo: Hubi)