Anti-Hero - Lost текст песни

Every moment of everyday,
All I dream about is running away
Or I try and find the quickest fix,
But every time I try to hit, I miss,
For far too long, I used to be so strong
And I have difficulty breathing
I can't hear my heart beating
I have numbered all my insides
Because I don't wanna be lost on the outside
I used to walk but now I just stumble
Everything I love seems so far gone
Is it worth it? Am I just a failure -
Waiting for my world to come crashing down?
And I have difficulty breathing
I can't hear my heart beating
I have numbered all my insides
Because I don't want to be lost on the outside
And I, and I, and I - don't wanna be lost on the outside