Speechless I lay down my head
Shaking from this feeling of emptiness
Every fucking time I try to create definitions of what my missions are, and why are we brought to this world when the end result is totally fucked, I choke for air, and tears flow like bleeding rivers from my eyes, down my cheek, ending where once I will lay
I can never find words to express that how I feel being totally helpless, and alone with this, but I just can never stop worrying about this, even if I end up, and become fucking nothing, just like everyone else will
Well, I guess, this is natural order, well fuck that
And what makes it scarier, are all the people who just try to cash in on this, all those people waiting for it
No fucking dogmas can save me, no fucking higher power can save me
Just myself, and my creativity, all the things I care for, and all the people I just love for being here
And fuck, this is why it hurts, this why it hurts
All the things we lived for, are just going to be fucking nothing
Just like you
Just like me
But these are our catalysts to keep us going on and on and on and on and on and on and on
I can never find words to express that how I feel
Fuck, I just can never say goodbye
I hate to say goodbye, it's unfair to say goodbye, I don't want to say goodbye