Taste the tears, I tried so hard
This can't be real, it's a grand illusion
Taste the fear uncertainty brings In your fucked-up life there is no solution
Here I sit alone again bound by name tied to myself
Thoughts droning my conscious decay what to do
Which way to die
My life a repetitive wheel spinning out of control to no avail
Nothing to look forward to, not a bright spot in sight
What's the use what's the matter when will my mind decease?
Lost in society gone to the world nobody will care
I envision my rotting corpse laying there it makes me smile
It will have to happen, happen anyway
Can't find love
Stuck at a dead end jo
Nothing goes right no matter how I try
Cast out my self contained cell
The stage is set, rehearsed now taste the blood
The music stirs, murmurs fade to lights
Act one, first scene begins our plot
As the heroine rips my soul apart
Here I sit again thinking to myself, thinking what a loser I am
Listening to all her thoughts, all her vicious lies
Deceit, love, betrayal
All I want to do is end my fucking life
And put the past behind me forever
So many ways to die which one shall I choose?
Pills, they take too long
Tried to hang myself,
Can't tie the fucking rope, knife is way too messy
Taste the tears, I tried so hard
This can't be real, it's a grand illusion
Taste the fear uncertainty brings
In your fucked-up life there is no solution
Put the cold steel into my mouth oh god it feels so damn good
Ready to pull the trigger what is that sound
What an inconvenient time for the fucking phone to ring
What should I do answer the phone all I want to do is die
All alone here on my knees praying it's her
Look at the caller I'd and I'm ready to die
Feelings pushed aside the show goes on
I've played this part so many times before
Nothing ever matters and nothing will
In the final scene fate removes her veil
Tied to myself
Why must everything always go wrong?
Brought me to my knees
Now this performance has come to an end
Do they love or hate this play?
How can I tell through all of this noise?
My mind races through the air or is it acknowledgement
Darkness I see
I don't know