I want to disappear
Far from the folks I know
I want to get an answer
To why I was even born
No one here can tell me What’s been haunting me all my life
Well, this rat race has left me limping
'Cause I balanced on the edge of the knife
Why am I here?
Oh, what should I do?
Well, is this the point I’m trying to prove?
If there’s a God in my head
Then there’s a devil too
How can I tell the difference
When they both claim to be true?
Maybe God is God
Maybe the Devil is me Well, I just throw my chains on And tell myself that I’m free
Chains, are they really there?
Is this just in my head?
Well, I’ll just stay in bed
Life sure has its meaning
Over years I have postured the sun
Thieves and preachers robbed me For many hat that I’ve hung
Now with my heart wide open
I listen to the wind just for a word
Sure, I know it’s futile
But that’s all I have in this world
To look down from the hill and howl at the moon
All the tears I cried never salted any wounds
Well, the earth is so tender and cruel
Well, if you’re not there it’s still so beautiful