For many years my mind has been torturing me. 
Filling my life with saddness and many fears. 
But that was a long time ago. Since then I have seen that there is not end to the darkness I might as well go. 
For now there is something that I know. 
No longer do I have any fears. 
For I now that the end will soon be here. 
But when I'm gone I wan no tears. 
Beacause life is better ended than carrying on with the tears. 
What is the point of life if life is your (my) greatest fear!