[ Intro + Chorse ] (Low-leveled)
I don't wane be bad, I don't wane be good
Find out the meaning of life, I wish I cud
Within life I have been bad N I have be good
I wane live my life in heaven, out of da neighborhood
[ Verse ]
Have you been in a position there you ain't been seen
Thrown out as an outsider, No rights like a human being
Strapped in the mind as well as in reality
Living thru no possibilities, in a life of brutality
Life betrayed me and god didn't save me
My inner deep got in touch with devil, he always agree
Never disagree, Take a look N say who's da bad one
Who aloud you to protect yourself N fire off da gun
In a case you just can't win, understands committed sins
Felling even you earnest belief, Even know life's hard
Will he be supporting your back, all nearly your heart
When it's time to gone, Who'll be standing in Da Graveyard
In the moment of truth, who'll I diseased, God or saten
My soul maybe bonded to Saten, cuz I love to be haten
God why you gave me A beginning, I become most hated
My existence gotta have a meaning, Why did I get created
[ Chorse 2x with breakdown ]
I don't wane be bad, I don't wane be good
Find out the meaning of life, I wish I cud
Within life I have been bad N I have be good
I wane live my life in heaven, out of da neighborhood
[ Verse ]
Now let me take you a little bit back in time
In apart of life's darkness, without no sunshine
No sunny days, just the raindrops calling
Framed outside my window, Saw how they falling
I prayed for answers, a thunder came up in the sky
Is that da only answer I get, God tell me why, why
I felt like God betrayed me, Got insane for that I saw
So I turned my back at God, And become a straight outlaw
I bury down my believing, Without none faith in no one
Lived by street metaphors, Live by the gun, die by the gun
Ending outfrozed crewmember, hited with reminding slugs
Then I knew that life ain't all about running on drugs
Smash together with thugs, nights fulfilled of crimes
Joining da time in a jail cell, Continue living in hell
Strapped n trapped in welfare, live on in cell, so well
If you reach da point in natural life, kiss you self farewell
Thought God was disappointed, and banged me fairway
In screams I felt my tears in my eyes slipping away
He heard my pain in my praise, returned back my faith
And said he'll be waiting for me next to da heavens gate
[ Only Beat 2x ]
[ Bridge ]
In this so called life span, all of us
Got a lightly side that's all good
We got one bad too, that's witch we would
Delete all out of our life, Just if we could
We ain't always grateful for the things we had
And for what we now have, "The power of faith"
Once in days we'll failing God, with our madness
Then regret mistakes, praying forgiveness of sadness
[ Only Beat 2x ]
[ Chorse 4X fade with Outro ]
I don't wane be bad, I don't wane be good
Find out the meaning of life, I wish I cud
Within life I have been bad N I have be good
I wane live my life in heaven, out of da neighborhood