I decided I had no regrets
A woman alone at Tokyo Station, I'm so tired...
And there's no reason to live
I thought the happy days would continue forever
There's this baby in my belly who looks just like you
I was so happy, so happy, but for some unknown reason, I couldn't stop crying
Does it make you unhappy?
Is it a burden for you?
Is that why you abandoned me and disappeared without a word?
The spring I was seventeen, I hated him and the wedding dress hanging on the wall
The last glimpse I had of you as you walked away is burnt into my retinas and won't leave me
"I'm tired of loving you," you said, and left without another word
Do you know...how I felt waiting for you all that time...?
The pain wells up again
Though I scream, nothing changes and I'm still dragging your shadow along
I don't want to make things hard for this baby who will eventually be born
I'm sorry. I can't even hold you tenderly as a mother should
The spring I was seventeen, I cried over my memories, though I know I can never return to those days again
Somewhere deep in my heart, I reach out my hand
Does it make you unhappy?
Is it a burden for you?
Is that why you abandoned me and disappeared without a word?
The wedding dress hanging on the wall...
"Where are you now?"
"Are you doing well?
"Has your life been happy?"
"You're not how you used to be..."
With the wailing of this baby I haven't seen yet, I wait for spring