Sometimes I cry yo My eyes ain’t always dry yo I feel like only god knows
What I live for what Ill die for
But uh sometimes I cry homie
I ain’t trying to get you to cry for me I ain’t trying to give you no sob story
But the sun don’t always shine on me And uh that agony hurts
Will I lose hope or sanity first?
Hold my head up to keep the tears from falling
But that ain’t how gravity works
And uh Im losing my way
But I try not to be losing my faith
My therapy is the music I make
Maybe you don’t feel me Maybe you can relate but uh Where do I begin?
I’m puzzled where do I fit in?
Can’t get a job, don’t wanna rob
And this rap game don’t care to let me in Never had a pops never seen God
So how do I learn to be a better man?
I’ve just been feeling so Washington General
This game won’t never let me win
And uh, that agony hurts
Will I lose hope or sanity first?
Will I lose me or my family?
That’ll be worse
Is my whole family cursed?
And uh the answer’s yes
I’m trying to find answers to pass this test
I lost my way in a path of stress
I need to MapQuest me some happiness
Cause uh I’m fighting back tears
I’m losing the fight I’ve been fighting for years
My tears have been fighting
Mike Tyson when Tyson was near
His prime and I’m just fighting like Tyson
When Tyson was biting on ears
I’m the type of guy
That don’t like when I tear
I shy from the mirror
I hide my cry from my peers
Damn can I disappear?
I lost my mind see
Can y’all remind me who I am?
Before a nigger gone untimely
I’m lost come find me
I’m a walking zombie
Imagine if you was so fed up for real
It made you take to many medicine pills
But before you lay dead in your bed
The last words that you said in your head
Is I hope heaven is real
Sometimes I cry yo My eyes ain’t always dry yo I feel like only god knows
What I live for what Ill die for
But uh sometimes I cry homie
I ain’t trying to get you to cry for me I ain’t trying to give you no sob story
But the sun don’t always shine on me And uh that agony hurts
Will I lose hope or sanity first?
Hold my head up to keep the tears from falling
But that ain’t how gravity works
And uh Im losing my way
But I try not to be losing my faith
My therapy is the music I make
Maybe you don’t feel me Maybe you can relate but uh Let’s see, where to start?
A child is born, his parents part
Ways they left him scarred
Now on the beats he bears his heart and soul
I know I sense sometimes I’m wrong
But I’m after the cheese I put crack
In the streets kinda like potholes
When I’m wrong I own
Up to the shit I’m grown
A lot of niggas might be on different paragraphs
But on the same page I’m on I struggle, I didn’t come from wealth
But still I’m tough as nails
Had to get money my fucking self
But I’m more concerned for my mother’s health
Calling me from the hospital bed
Telling me what the doctor just said
As she fight for her life
I wanna cry but I give her comfort instead
This life is cold at times no clothing line
Got a Colt designed to keep you warm
In these frozen times
The sun gotta work overtime
Can’t find peace then why can’t I Get me a piece of this god damn pie
When I pray to God my eyes ain’t dry
If you say you don’t cry you a god damn liar
Try to escape my troubles
But every time I run away I stumble
Tears fall in streams interrupt my dreams
Wake up with my face in puddles
Sometimes I cry yo My eyes ain’t always dry yo I feel like only god knows
What I live for what Ill die for
But uh sometimes I cry homie
I ain’t trying to get you to cry for me I ain’t trying to give you no sob story
But the sun don’t always shine on me And uh that agony hurts
Will I lose hope or sanity first?
Hold my head up to keep the tears from falling
But that ain’t how gravity works
And uh Im losing my way
But I try not to be losing my faith
My therapy is the music I make
Maybe you don’t feel me Maybe you can relate but uh