I got this feeling that I won't be around
To reminisce about the ups and downs
All alone surrounded by hated friends and loving lies
Those childhood nightmares always seem to return
Oh how they burn
The faded stories don't tell the same
There's something lost you're trying to reclaim
Amen dead friend
Couldn't find the words to tame those fears
When you're starting at the end
It's hard to believe
Wishful thinking persevered and the let down was violent
Glory screaming in your ear
Couldn't find it
Those ancient feelings don't heal much at all
Starting to feel small
I've been before in the dark
The end can wait until you start