We were fucked right from the start
I never knew it would be this hard
You broke down my defense and you tore down my guard
We weren't even on the same page to start
Thoughts of why we were what we were
Hope these regrets come back to haunt you
And the things I say they stick with you
So why am I stuck here and thinking these thoughts inside my head?
When you really were just scared because of everything I said
I know it's not but it feels so much like your fault
And it's the only way my brain can explain
And numb this persistent pain
Are you such a person that you just can't see
How much this whole disaster once meant to me?
I'm sorry if you feel fucked over
By the situation that you put me in
And the fact that you didn't know hurt more than you think it did
There's somethings that I'd never do to you
There's somethings I'll be pushed to
There's nothing left to say at all
Except don't take it personal
So get get get
Get the fuck out of my head
Because everything you wanna say you should have already said