And all of this is beautiful, and I feel like I've never believed you
or maybe I just didn't get it, and trusted too much in what I was told
but as I see it now... I know it for myself,
and not just know it but I feel it in my heart
and to describe all of this with words I'm not capable of.
I don't know enough words, or the right ones.
Or an impossible combination of so many things.
From my brain to my heart to wrapping all that up with thoughts.
You already know this and may or may not care, and that's not the point.
you made it all with words, or probably even just thought or intention
but that's just the words I can think of to describe it.
you begged and I wouldn't listen, wouldn't even hear it
here it is screaming truth in my face
about life and how that fits with the future and I wouldn't take it in
and now I can see it right there in front of me
you really made all of this with words?
I believe you, even though you don't need me to
but I know you want me to and are concerned about that
I'm loved. I know that, and I have love. It's so precious,
I have love to give. Is there anything more for me to want here?
it's OK if I die my heart is full, so very full with you
the mountains and sky and life
are you serious? of course you are.
I couldn't believe it as I read it
and that time is lost, but now is not and I love you, please believe me
thank you for loving me.