Nothings going my way
I've been trying for so long to escape
Inside I scream without a sound
I've been wanting so bad to be found
But you so loved me
That you gave your only son
Now I'm ready to fight this war
Because I know the battle's already been won
Past times that never last long
Memories that once were weak are now so strong
Whatever happened to my peace
I feel so unworthy to be set free
My closest friends are moving on
I'm left in the shadows away from the sun
No one else can know my pain
I wear this smile to hide all the shame