I've been thinking of death too much these times
So I'd like to stop the awful spin of images
That's stuck before my eyes keeps me awake all night
I just want to rest my mind for a while
Just the time to find the meaning of life
Instead of looking for a new way to die
Cause I keep erasing my footsteps
After each stride over the wall of my fears
I can't assume them even if I know I can't stop
The clock without scratching it on the floor
Still I wish I could escape from death
They told I'd better enjoy life as long as I'm alive
But how could I just forget that I'm bound
To this state of eternal motionlessness
People believe in heaven because they can't face this truth
I do not and I cannot
Hide my fear
So I drown myself in liquor
And I plunge into something unknown
I hope its forgetness
I hope you'll forgive me
But don't you tell me I got a tortured soul
Cause if I can't help thinking of the end
It truly means I ain't selfish
That I'd be sad to stop sharing laughs
And lifetime with you and my friends
It must be a human feeling I'm surely not the only one
who's aware and struck with this
So please start explaining
Why I can't handle it
Please cure me oh cure me
Of this cold disease