Well I just don't understand why
You couldn't let it in
Did I try my best for nothing?
Well I hope you got your fix
Now I'm sick of all the reasons
I just can't let it go
I get caught up in the feeling
Well by now you think I'd know
Every time I fell I fell into pieces
You were always the last one found
And all the moments I gave to fixing you
Was never enough somehow
You hurt me, cause it felt right
You hurt me for control
So I lied and said that I'm fine
And I left you with the ropes
Now I'm sick of all the reasons
I still can't let it go
I get caught up in the feeling
Well by now you think I'd know
Every time I fell I fell into pieces
You were always the last one found
And all the moments I gave to fixing you
Were turning me inside out
So was it worth it?
Did I deserve it?
And all the moments I gave to fixing you
Was never enough somehow