featuring Brenda Lee
You know my name and I’m shining out on my city
I got visions to my top of my team, I’m taking them with me.
I’m standing, making decisions, I call your body, you’re with me,
I swear I’m making a killing, just pray to God to forgive me.
Forgive me, Lord, I said forgive me, Lord.
Feeling like causion, the booth is like my confession,
Old habits, I’ll never do ‘em again,
But helps me suffer while going throughout the pain
So I write about it, valiable in the car out,
I’m never satisfied with the woman that I call
I forgave her, the truth is said, it’s getting harder to swallow.
With the club out every weekend, just empty all of these bottles,
Still I feel alone, I feel so alone,
Drunk dialing while sexting you on the phone,
You say you love me, you tell me it’s now or never,
I tell you I need to see you, I need you now more than ever.
I can’t wait for you much longer,
Been gone for too long, sometimes I wonder
It’s hard to believe you,
I know that I need to leave you, but I won’t.
I can’t, I can’t, I won’t,
I can’t, I can’t, I won’t,
I can’t, I can’t, I won’t.
It’s never the right time.
I keep a bottle, never show my emotions,
I pun them down and I know them, I turn them into recordings
And I’m fueled by my anger, fuck this low self esteem,
I can barely hold my own, how the fuck I carry my team?
And I’m using faith and everything I believe,
I’m feeling like nowadays I’m just rhyming without a reason
I’m on my papa’s prescriptions, fain on my papa leave me
Got me mad at the world, I’m only trying to get even
I feel like Bruce Wayne through his dark nights,
Well, I’ll make it under these starlights,
Yeah, drain out, I’m full with depression,
Trying not to let down all the people that I treasure most.
Barely inspired, I’m tired, sometimes it’s hard to write.
Lost in my thoughts at night, sometimes I think I need a life.
But every time I put down the picture
My momma she asking me where, you tell me where
I can’t wait for you much longer,
Been gone for too long, sometimes I wonder
It’s hard to believe you,
I know that I need to leave you, but I won’t.
I can’t, I can’t, I won’t,
I can’t, I can’t, I won’t,
I can’t, I can’t, I won’t.
It’s never the right time.