My heart goes at the speed of light
But the exit signs always on my mind, always in my sight
I can say that I really want to stay
But the devil inside always wins the fight, always gets his way
Jump out the window gotta get out on the highway
Think things have getting too attached I need an escape
I’m seeing stars and there is nothing more that I hate, baby
There is something that I gotta say
It’s disgusting, how I love you
God, I hate me, I could kill you
Cause your messing up my name
Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face
It’s disgusting
It’s disgusting, how you changed me From a bandit to a baby
Thinking about gotta change my name
If I’m gonna walk this walk of shame
Look at what you do to me
It’s disgusting
My mind blinks like a traffic light
It’s green and red and stop and go. Changing all the time
And it makes me scared, that I haven’t loved
That it’s still right here, more or or or less
Stuck out in traffic, ya, I gotta go my own way
My head is slipping, too intense I need an escape
I’m seeing stars and there is nothing more than I hate, baby
There is something that I gotta say
It’s disgusting, how I love you
God, I hate me. I could kill you
Cause your messing up my name
Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face
It’s disgusting
It’s disgusting, how you changed me From a bandit to a baby
Thinking about gotta change my name
If I’m gonna walk this walk of shame
Look at what you do to me
It’s disgusting
Chapter by chapter, I’m falling faster and faster
Becoming manic and magic it’s so romantic I panic, oh Hit the eject button but it must be stuck, somethings up What did you slip into my drink? Baby
It’s disgusting, how I love you
God, I hate me. I could kill you
Cause your messing up my name
Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face
It’s disgusting
It’s disgusting, how you changed me From a bandit to a baby
Thinking about gotta change my name
If I’m gonna walk this walk of shame
Look at what you do to me
It’s disgusting
Oh, it’s disgusting
Oh, it’s disgusting
Look at what you do to me
Oh, look at what you do to me
It’s disgusting
Disgusting