"A Drowning Fish"
I'll probably suffocate someday
No love, no dreams, there's nothing left since I can't see the light
I'll forget how to breathe when I get tired of swimming
A drowning fish
A blind mole that's lost the light
What does a flightless bird sing about?
The sun that's gone down will
Probably burn me again tomorrow
That day, the words that left my mouth
I don't think any of it was a lie
Yet a second later, yet a second later
I was thinking how painful it was for us to be together
Even having the best of intentions at heart seems crazy
I don't have any motives or reasons to deceive you
Even though I was in danger of losing you
I tried to make light of things without thinking
I've already grown tired of it all
You murmured a single word
Our past was tinted with lies
Scattered and turned white
How long has the fish's eyes been cloudy?
Repelled even by the flow of this town
I try to joke about it but you probably won't laugh
The boy from that day's grown up
Though now I start to think
I just about died that day
My memories are a burden
Reality turned into a blade towards me
Is missing you a display of weakness?
But I'm incapable of doing anything but cling to you
Even if I want to die, I won't end up dead
Will you laugh at how pathetic I am?
I'll probably suffocate someday
No love, no dreams, there's nothing left since I can't see the light
I'll forget how to breathe when I get tired of swimming
A drowning fish