DO I DESERVE THESE BEATINGS?
HATING ME, WELL THEN
CUT, CUT THE NOOSE AND LET EM FALL AWAY
I'M GROWING WEAK AND TIRED,
OF YOU AND YOUR LITTLE SHOVING GAMES,
FUCKING, PUSHING ME,
YOU PULLED THE TRIGGER,
TRAPPED IN THE WAKE OF YOUR
DREAM, YOU'RE ALL KILLERS, ALWAYS FUCKIN'
PUSHING ME, INSULTING ME, I'VE OVERCOME,
I HAVE FOUND THE STRENGTH OF GODS IN ME
CRUSHING, ALL UNWILLING, THIS IS SO
UN-STOPPABLE,
HARD AS NAILS, HOOK THAT HOLDS, REACH DOWN
AND FIND THE STRENGTH OF MANY IN YOU
MY SANCTUARY CALLING MY NAME SO I RUN
THROUGH, TO THE LIGHT, WEEPING THROUGH
A CLOUD
DARKENED, BY A TAINTED DREAM
OF ME, BEING PUMMELED BY THE TIDE,
CRUSHING, KILLING ME,
BUT I CAN'T WAKE UP,
TRAPPED IN THE WAKE OF A
DREAM, YOU'RE ALL KILLERS, ALWAYS FUCKIN'
PUSHING ME, INSULTING ME, I'VE OVERCOME,
I HAVE FOUND THE STRENGTH OF GODS IN ME
CRUSHING, ALL UNWILLING, THIS IS SO
UN-STOPPABLE,
HARD AS NAILS, HOOK THAT HOLDS, REACH DOWN
AND FIND THE STRENGTH OF MANY IN YOU
CALL IT, CALL A TRUCE, I'M BELIEVING, IN IT MORE
AND MORE
COMFORT, PURGE THE TRUTH, I'LL BELIEVE IT, I'M SO
WEAK AND SORE,
SHADOWED, HIDE AND SEEK, BUT YOU NEVER
LOOKED, I WAIT BEHIND THE DOOR
CALL OUT, BITE THE HAND, THAT IS FEEDING
COMPASSION NO MORE
I HOPE I NEVER WAKE UP,
DREAM SEWING, FILTERS, DISTORT REALITY OF WHAT
IS MINE THROUGH
LIGHT THIS MIND AWAKENS
I DRAW THE LINE FROM THEN AND NOW,
AWAKE AND DREAMING,
FORGOTTEN PAST FUTURE BECOMES MINE
THROW THE CHAINS, ALL AWAY, TAKE CONTROL,
OF YOUR LIFE, POWERS KNOWN
THIS IS MY,
DREAM, YOUR ALL KILLERS, ALWAYS FUCKIN'
PUSHING ME, INSULTING ME, I'VE OVERCOME,
I HAVE FOUND THE STRENGTH OF GODS IN ME
CRUSHING, ALL UNWILLING, THIS IS SO
UN-STOPPABLE,
HARD AS NAILS, HOOK THAT HOLDS, REACH DOWN
AND FIND THE STRENGTH OF MANY IN YOU