when i push it pushes you away
i tried to learn i tried to earn the day
i've come to know that time is slow inside your mind
all my senses know is still sublime
and oh it's narcotic how i feel
but we're alive
and oh how i feel it blow me down
and it's sublime
and i fear time moves faster than you see
and you slow down our perfect night will be torn away
and i've learned this high not to define what closeness brings
as long as it's authentic when this stings
and oh it's narcotic how i feel
when we're alive
and oh how i feel it blow me down
with its surprise
and oh it's narcotic how i feel
and we're alive
and oh now i feel it blow me down
with its surprise
when things are good and understood
why do i doubt
it was hard to choose to never lose
now i live without
and a lifetime safe may never save our hearts with fire
and at the end of time we burn without desire
and oh it's narcotic how i feel
when we're alive
and oh how i feel it blow me down
when it's sublime
who knew guess it's best to hold my own when something falls
and you despite all my caution here inside these walls
inside these walls