Novel - Fear & Self Loathing текст песни

(Verse 1)
I never liked high school
Never was the prom King/
Life seem complicated
I Never dated the prom queen /
The valedictorian
Was most likely to «make it"/
Somebody should of told her ass
That shit is overrated/
I hung out with the weirdos
Stayed out with the thugs/
I never really fit in But I never gave a fuck
When I felt my 1st heartbreak
I was crushed
So I drank enough vodka
Till it tasted like love
(Pre Chorus)
I lost myself tryna please everybody
Now I’m losing everybody
Tryna find myself
Wish I could exchange my heart
And replace it with a liver
So I can drink more and care less
(Chorus)
I often confuse Depression with boredom
I guess I’m bored out of my mind
I often confuse Depression with boredom
And I guess I’m bored out of my mind
I often confuse affection with sex
Ever sense love became hard to find
I often confuse Depression and Borden
Well I guess I’m bored out of my mind
I guess, I guess
(Verse 2)
I tried going to rehab
But all I do is relapse
My friends tried interventions
But I just told them «relax
I know im contradicting
I just be self medicating»
You know I tried religion
I even tried meditation
(Pre Chorus)
I lost myself tryna please everybody
Now I’m losing everybody
Tryna find myself/
Wish I could exchange my heart
And replace it with a liver
So I can drink more and care less /