im a fuck up
Ill never forget a moment we've spent. 
										
I just regret what a jerk Ive been.
I never meant to hurt you. 
I never meant to make you cry.
Said Im sorry a thousand times to many. 
Then finally you said goodbye. 
I know its my fault and I never blamed you. 
Im lost and alone in the world without you.
Contimplating my whole life.
I dont want to live without you, 
suicide sounds alright. 
Wouldnt have done it if I didnt love you, 
but I just cant do it because I still do.