I am the last loose end
That your friends still talk about
Swallow it down like a dog on the leash
Sometimes a late night
Can be a secret we keep
I've had some late nights
That even I can't believe
My mind will wander
it's way out of every mistake
I let myself take the blame,
so tell the doctor I can't even remember my name
Remind me why were playing this game
Just so you know these are the reasons
That I ever had a doubt
I don't wanna believe this was a waste of time
But with you gone I have no peace of mind
I think I'll start to believe, tThat nothing good ends well
What makes you think that I need this?
You're just fooling yourself
Supposedly you and me have been losing touch
I'll live this way and make believe they wont remember us
Pleased to be unconscious
Leave me to decide for myself and don't tell anyone else
That you saw me here
Silently suffer for years until they let me out
I have suffered the loss of a long lost friend
Completely numb from meditation to deal with it
And you've exhausted every onece of my innocence
I have suffered the loss of my own best friend
I have suffered the loss of my innocence my own best friend
So shut your eyes as they roll to the back of your head
So full of pride because you finally had a say in something
I fear the ending of most things that start out strong
Unwillingly forced to move on from this mess
I see the look on your face
Put me to sleep with your cold glass eyes
And let this carry me tonight
I may be miles from home, but I'm not changing
Now you'll never know and this distance is making me weak
I see the look on your face put me to sleep with your cold glass eyes
And let this carry me tonight
I have suffered the loss of my own best friend
I have suffered the loss of my innocence