It's all here
It's not easy 
At least she's here 
Right beside me 
It's so clear 
I'd be leaving 
Two weeks from here 
It's displeasing
And I couldn't stand the pain
Of starting over again
It would be too hard to love again
And I have seen the future
It would be too long 
I don't think I can hold on
It's all gone
It's not easy 
I must be strong 
And try to please me 
It will long 
But I can't sit here 
I'm looking on 
Its getting better
You might see me laughing 
And you wouldn't be wrong 
I have got to look up
And carry on
Taking back what I said 
Because of how I feel 
And I know that right isn't always real
And all I know is that you kept me dead
And all I know is that you kept me dead
And all I know is that you kept me dead
And all I know is that you kept me dead