Im so fucking heated 
yet i can see my breath 
searching for patience 
i got none left 
the streets so cold 
still im boiling red 
everythings exploding 
inside of my head 
my lungs are collapsing 
grasping for air 
looking for help 
but theres no one there 
dont know if i 
can make it this time 
im alone im enraged 
im just trying to survive 
why cant i ever 
calm the fuck down 
why do i hate 
everything around me 
for no reason 
i just get so fucking pissed 
worked up ovfer shit i shouldnt have to deal with 
rage is what drives me 
this shit is a fact 
why should i love a world that wont love me back 
pissing on everything in my view 
i can only name a few 
why should i love a world that wont love me back 
why should i love a world that wont acknowledge me 
i cdont believe it anything at all 
except my hate 
because its the only thing with me every fucking day