Skemata - BRUSH текст песни

What am I to do but
Sit by and watch and
Should I hang my head and act all fu**ed up
Who can possibly help me?
My friends are here to help me through the day

When I see you walk with him
Down the hall
What am I to do but
Smile when I'm told
I can't show my discontent
I guess I'll just put my heart up for rent

Do you know if I could turn it all around I don't think that I would
I kind of enjoy the pain is that fu**ed up do you think I should
Get some help
Maybe there's something wrong with me
I really wouldn't doubt it

Do you know if I could turn it all around I deffinately would
I really hate the pain it's fu**ed me up so much I think I should
Get some help
There is something wrong with me
And I think it's to late

Only one star in the sky
And it's not for me