Stalins War - Panic Attack текст песни

Why do you punish me wih everything i see and everything i am?
Why don’t you fill the hole and take away the pain?
Why do i wait so quietly, wait so patiently, still my breath to die?
Why won’t this ever end?
And my guilty eyes have seen to much
Relax as my nightmares come true and i start to cry
All this fighting, all this heartache, never wondered why
Dreams don’t come true and colors fade;
I’m always told «too bad»
Pick me up to push me down and wake up in a sweat
Wait
Much calmer now and it seems so clear
Why invest so much in life?
Wait
My reason’s thin, it happens again.;
I can’t fight this anymore
Shot
I’m ripped again, i’m gripped again, i know i’m at fault
Blame
Myself for everything i see
All my life i’ve never been, and all i’ve wanted were the simple things
I don’t need you anymore
I never needed you anyway