I don't believe I think I've fallen asleep
Is this beginning or ending ?
Am I stuck in a dream ? I don't want to know what I think I suppose
Out of the light into a timely demise there's a cross on a hill the holy image of lies. I've opened my eyes but this dream is still real.
You don't need to worry I'm just fine. I've just lost my mind.
Yeah, tell me it's over cause I don't feel a thing at all
Conciseness no more senses all have disappeared
Am I alright alive tonight paranoid or am I dead right
Am I alright alive tonight crash and fall into this light with me
Look in my eyes tell me I'm alright. I don't know if I'm still alive
If this is goodbye forever's just a lie big enough to make you want to try
In just one life how can we live enough to rest in peace ?
In just one life how can we live enough to rest in peace ?
Here now I stand head in hand and one hand on my heart
As I depart it's not so hard what a day to become a man
You had your scars but I never thought that you would give me mine
While looking for the answers only questions come to mind
Cause I've been lost in circles which seems now for quite some time.
And I don't know how I came here or even how I got this far
All I can tell you is my fate is written in the black stars well
What am I supposed to do ?
Bless myself this perfect hell of my own is the best I've ever known
Tell me something I don't want to know, cause I can't believe it's so. What am I supposed to do ?
I've become sick of everyone now and I don't feel remorse for the forgotten and I don't care at all
I've become sick of everyone now and I'm the patron voice of all the problems and I don't care at all
Oh take me away I'm sick of everyone today
I'm not ok but I'm fine this way I need no change
So take me away
I'm coming down, fell apart. It's hard to keep together when you don't know where to start
I've become sick of everyone now and I don't feel remorse for the forgotten and I don't care at all
I've become sick of everyone now and I'm the patron voice of all the problems but I'm sick of everyone
Take my breath away I don't need it anyway
Cause I'm fine here in my own forgotten world
Where I can be myself left with the hand I'm dealt
And it's hard to get a grip when you're holding something
You just let slip away
All these thoughts stuck in my mind spinning round like endless time.
For once in my life
I do want to feel
Something you'd call real
But I don't think that I've got time for these scars to heal
And the days just go by leaving questions in my mind
I guess I'll find the answers some day in another life
Here with my old friend the silence in the end
And it rings so loud that I cannot pretend
If I just close my eyes and ask a thousand why's
Will it change or stay the same will it ever go away
The question still remains
All these thoughts stuck in my mind spinning round like endless time.
For once in my life
I do want to feel
Something you'd call real
But I don't think that I've got time for these scars to heal
And the days just go by leaving questions in my mind
I guess I'll find the answers some day in another life
Warning signs read desolation on the road of desperation
Happiness machines I'm coming clean
What can you do for me
I do want to feel something you'd call real
But I don't think that I've got time for these scars to heal
And the days just go by leaving questions in my mind
I guess I'll find the answers some day in another life
So here
Now I stand
At the end
Of a dark road out of hell
It's not so hard as I depart
What a way to become a man