I can't promise that I'll sleep tonight, 
but I know you'll be on my mind... 
with those chances that I always miss, 
to make something out of this feeling that you left me with.
I can't be the only one who feels this way for you, 
but maybe someday my dreams will come true. 
I can't offer much at all,
but to sit with you in the hall. 
Now it seems like I need more to offer you, unlike before.
I don't feel as close anymore. 
Years of praying have brought you here to me, 
but just like always, I ruin everything