i lost my head again
threw away my only friend
for just one night to be alive
and i slit my wrists for that bitch
without thinking a bit
how could i be so dumb
to think she'd stay
run away, run away
run away, run away
the air is tense i feel pathetic
with my life spinning on a wheel
into another state of affliction
cant seem to get myself through this hell
Should of found a better way
I've blown all that I 'm worth
What's left is nothing but hurt
All the blood has been stripped and lost
I don't even like me
I'm not something pure
Turn on the light before I fade away
the air is tense i feel pathetic
with my life spinning on a wheel
into another state of affliction
cant seem to get myself through this hell
Inside these four walls I explode
Escape into another world to get me far
away from here
And don't expect too much from me...'cause
I've been throwin' my life away
I've thrown my life away
I've thrown my life away
Should of found a better way
the air is tense i feel pathetic
with my life spinning on a wheel
into another state of affliction
Can't seem to get myself through this hell
Inside these four walls I explode