we came back from new york city with a new and abstrused vocabulary to throw around at everyone
for example, love it, love it, take the bump grrrrl
and i was still mindlessly and aimlessly existing, working for a fat man in small hand made automobile
mindlessy, coordinating his atrocious celebrations;
the routine i suspect i very nearly shared with every other
helpless and stranded inconsequential child of the entertainment industry
when you came back from new york city
i was suddenly reminded that there had been two girls of the same name
and one of them died. and one of them got a presidential scholorship to study painting at dale university
and i found myself wondering whether joseph albers is still alive
and it subsequently struck me and possibly everybody else that some one careless and strange, and
we would wonder if joseph albers is still alive when due to the fact that our former high school friend
was not.
and that's when the party became massivley over!