& everytime I see you laugh
it sends me running off
& I know, I'm all alone
& everything is turning out so wrong
& everytime I fall asleep
There is nothing holding on to me
so I fade into your arms
into the place where I have what I want
I shoulda known
I shoulda been on the defense all along
now I see your dark side
& all that is blue & green
these memories that pile upon me
& I don't know how it took so long for this to die off
I shoulda known
I shoulda been on the defense all along
now I see your dark side