There's nothing i could call this

No architecture for the order of things


When I sat there and watched you sleeping

Before the trucks arrived

I stopped your better life

I wrote you letters for a while.



Left to hunt the saddest date

In hollow walls and empty halls

For all this all was

Some doubted that you'd have been there

So I crawled and smiled

Where the stitchy held me tight

And hoped that you'd come back to find me sometime.



I hope that you forgive me

For being so severe

Your proximity was clouding my account of what was real here

Your late years all got stuck inside the wall

You always talk but never hold me in the wish that you would ask me how i'm feeling

There's so much I want to tell you

By the way, i'm disappearing

And so many years have passed

It's that

I left a house

I left a map

To mind you what you must've never found it

And it hurt that you got married

And I hope she holds you to fall asleep these days.



'Cause I knew the ways

When you were it

You're not what I imagined

You'd be gone when we were younger

But I'm still in love without words

And absence found your parents' house

And lived inside the wall

That you don't ask about me

When you call.

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