Just when I thought it was over
It comes haunting in my dreams
I'm falling back into this again
And I'm falling apart at the seams
I want to run away from it all
But it catches up with me every time
I just can't run fast enough
To get away from the only thing that's mine
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And I have nothing
But the things I cannot stand
Why do I have to be like this?
Why can't I just be who I am?
But I don't expect you to understand
No, you wouldn't understand
Just as I remember to smile
It comes crashing back into my head
And now I'm back to thinking
And wishing I were dead
I just want to run away from it all
But it catches up with me every time
I wish I could run fast enough
To get away from the only thing that's mine
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