What have I done?
Who am i?
I mean look at you,
you don’t even look the same.
i guess I don’t know myself like I thought I did.
Everything I said I would not do
I’m steady doing it.
Looking in the mirror
I don’t even look the same.
It’s like i got a new identity
cause somethings change.
i wait cause i don’t want to see
ohh
cause i’m just not ease
I’m in state
state of confusion
cause I caused you to leave.
I thought I knew myself better
better than that
I thought i knew myself
oh better
better than that.
thought I never hurt you
thought I never make you cry
thought I never break your pretty little heart baby
I thought I knew myself
thought I knew
better
but I don’t know myself at all
ohhh
oh no dont no now i’m on the search to find myself
cause I lost what I had.
and I wish I didn’t love you so much
then it wouldnt hurt so bad
so while you see me crying
just know i’m still
i’m still loving
but i’m sitting here broken
because I lost the bestfriend I ever had
I wait cause I dont want to I cant sleep
I’m not made
I’m just not made
I’m in state
state of confusion
cause I caused you to leave.
I thought I knew myself
Ithought I knew myself
better than that
better than that baby
I thought i knew myself
said I knew aye
better than that
better than that
thought I never hurt you
thought I never make you cry
thought I never break your pretty little heart
I thought I knew myself
thought I knew myself better
but I don’t know myself at all
my own reflection looks different than before
when I scream loud my echo comes back different
than I know
I sit here
try to figure out
exactly who I am but this time I think I went too far
I never knew I messed up with your heart…
knew … myself better
better