(Verse 1)
Okay, this addiction,
Is covered by a hopelessness shadow,
That you can't see,
If it is spinning through your skin
The words are bitter,
So with each dejected thoughts flowing,
It's going through your despairing mind,
So let's see what we can find
The joyless is empty inside,
It feels gloomy,
Just saddening,
Has everything crumbles again
The cheerless is rumbling,
When I am humbling through every page,
With so much rage
(Pre chorus)
Everything that I once known,
All the pain I hold inside,
Is coming out the other side
When you open the door,
Everything that you feel,
Is flying across the floor
But when there is nothing left,
You still want more
(Chorus)
I just want to get rid of it,
I just,
I just want to get rid of it,
So why it is crawling back in
(Verse 2)
Okay, before anyone knew,
The clues were showing that,
You felt blue,
And it's been long overdue,
Since you let it go
The heaviness of your heart,
Is searching for desperation,
My distressed,
Has got me into another mess
It's discouraging,
How you broke me,
I am afraid of my own self,
Because I can't never figure out,
Who I am
The wretched of this misery,
Has been locked,
Without no key,
To unlock it
You're full of pretend,
So could this be the end,
For you
I am hurting,
With no chances,
To get better
Have you ever felt sad,
Where no one understood you,
Did you feel bad,
When they rejected you,
Even though I try,
All they do is bring me down,
And put a frown on my face
(Pre chorus)
Going insane,
I've dealt with so much inside,
I'm done,
Gotta split it
When I hold this pain,
The rain is pouring on me,
So after,
Many lonely things are clotted in my brain
Like go away,
For another day
(Chorus)
I just want to get rid of it,
I just,
I just want to get rid of it,
So why is it crawling back in
(Bridge)
No matter how hard you tried,
To escape it clutches,
It still has control over you
Every time you look yourself,
In the mirror
All you see is your monster side,
As it is waiting to come out and take over
(Verse 3)
As you stay trapped,
Can you believe that,
You are falling apart,
Right before your eyes
You are always caged in with empitness,
But no matter how hard you try,
Your always the getting hurt,
Because your pain is shattering you like ice
Your drowning in the water of sadness,
But this breath you take,
Is full of depression,
And no one even cares
Your happiness is fading away,
Now it's all gone
(Chorus)
I just want to get rid of it,
I just,
I just want to get rid of it,
So why is it crawling back in
It keeps,
It keeps,
It keeps,
It keeps,
Crawling back in
Please leave me alone today,
(Crawling back in)
I wish it would leave
(Crawling back in)
So why is it crawling back in