(Verse 1)
Stop telling all these freaking lies that was told before so I can move on with my life,
there is no need to feel sorry for everybody because they don't care about you,
maybe this is the truth that's holding me from within,
I grew up without love, friends, emotions, feelings, happiness,
until this day comes I only lived for madness, sadness, angryness, stressfulness, hatefulness,
when I got a lot of paranoia in my system,
How can I deal with those problems without losing control,
and it doesn't seem real how girls won't talk to me or hug
me,
I just wish some of you could hangout or spend time with me so I won't be lonely all the time,
Let go of my shyness so I can obtain my pride
(Chorus)
This is my last time ever trying to connect with people so I can become friends with them,
Because I hate everything that's around me when my forgive is saken,
Between the thoughts of life that I hold in me,
I hate everything that's around me when my forgive is saken,
Between the thoughts of life that I hold in me when my forgive is saken,
When my forgive is saken
(Verse 2)
There's a time in life when things fall apart important people start to leave your heart,
when you think your in love your not because sooner or later it's gonna turn into heartbreak,
And your gonna wanna not hold on no more no girls don't wanna sit next to me,
because they know I am not worth anything see through all my years I have been,
Bully, tease, pushed around, and criticize about how I talked and looked before,
sick and tired of the girl's that's in the world because they are annoying me,
by pretending to care about my feelings and emotions,
Now it's time for me to show or tell them how I truly feel from the deep inside of my lyrics
(Chorus)
I hate everything that's around me when my forgive is saken,
Between the thoughts of life that I hold in me when my forgive is saken,
When my forgive is saken
(Bridge)
A million words would not bring you back I know because I tried,
Neither would a million tears I know because I cried
(Chorus)
I hate everything that's around me when my forgive is saken,
Between the thoughts of life that I hold in me when my forgive is saken,
When my forgive is saken